Punched in the gut...and the face...and the nuts..

so yeah. not feeling to great. got a sinus infection, arthritis is acting up, barely able to scrape together to will power to get out of bed and do shtuffs. curled up in a blanket and played EVE and watched star wars all day. couldn't even manage to find the willpower to go to class. and you know what. tomorrow. I'm going to have to be productive. to do stuff. and whether or not the smile in my eyes and the jokes on my lips are genuine is something that will have to be found out on the morrow. I'm exhausted. and I feel like complete shit. I'm out.